I shrug, and my stomach flutters“It's beautiful... I shrug, and my stomach flutters“It's beautiful hereBut then, isn't home always beautiful?”
“Home I repeat the word quietly
“Your home, too, if you want it It seems like every mile I've walked in the past three years has been toward this
placeI never want to leave, though I know we'll have toFood doesn't grow on treesNot in
the desert, at least
He squeezes my hand, and my heart punches against my ribsIt's just like pain, this pleasure
There was a blurring sensation as Melanie skipped ahead, her thoughts dancing through the hot
day until hours after the sun had fallen behind the red canyon wallsI went along,
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hypnotized by the endless road stretching ahead of me, the skeletal bushes flying by with
mind-numbing sameness
I peek into the one narrow little bedroomThe full-size mattress is only inches away from the
rough stone walls on either side
It gives me a deep, rich sense of joy to see Jamie asleep on a real bed, his head on a soft pillow
His lanky arms and legs sprawl out, leaving little room for me where I am meant to sleepHe is
so much bigger in reality than the way I see him in my headAlmost ten–soon he won't be a
child at allExcept that he will always be a child to me
Jamie breathes evenly, sleeping soundThere is no fear in his
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I shut the door quietly and go back to the small couch where Jared waits
“Thank you,” I whisper, though I know shouting the words wouldn't wake Jamie nowThis couch is much too short for youMaybe you should take the bed with Jamie“Mel, you're only a few inches shorter than I amSleep comfortably, for once
Next time I'm out, I'll steal myself a cot or something
I don't like this, for lots of reasonsWill he be leaving soon? Will he take us with him when he
goes? Does he see this room assignment as a permanent thing?
He drops his arm around my shoulders and tucks me against his sideI scoot closer,
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heat of touching him has my heart aching again
“Why the frown?” he asks
“When will you… when willwe have to leave again?”
He shrugs“We scavenged enough on our way up that we're set for a few monthsI can do a
few short raids if you want to stay in one place for a whileI'm sure you're tired of running
“Yes, I am,” I agreeI take a deep breath to make me brave“I'll admit, I prefer it that wayThe thought of being separated from
you…” He laughs quietly“Does it sound crazy to say that I'd rather die? Too melodramatic?”
“No, I know what you mean
Hemust feel the same way I doWould he say these things if he thought of
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human, and not as a woman?
I realize that this is the first time we've ever been really alone since the night we met–the first
time there's been a door to close between a sleeping Jamie and the two of usSo many nights
we've stayed awake, talking in whispers, telling all of our stories, the happy stories and the
horror stories, always with Jamie's head cradled on my lapIt makes my breath come faster, that
simple closed door
“I don't think you need to find a cot, not yet
I feel his eyes on me, questioning, but I can't meet themI'm embarrassed now, too late
“We'll stay here until the food is gone, don't
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